TAKING FORM 6'S PATH

my dreams
turned into dust in just a weeks time.
consistent good results?
active in co-curiculums?
obviously i didn't reach their qualifications.
so now?
i'll just sit in front of the computer everyday
carry on on what i want to do
rot away in front of the computer.
i've been fated to study form 6 anyway.
so who cares how good my SPM results are anyway?
why bother to get many As in SPM since what they wanted are
consistent GOOD results?
i don't care.
places like that are only for rich ppl -_____-''
give it up