Being a failure makes life miserable.
When you realise that there's no aim in life and
wathever you do is just to please every single ones around you,
Life is, like... meaningless

Like I think i'm happy? Yeah..
Not until I found out that im tired of being tired.
huh..
im tired! Tired of everything!
tired of doing the same thing everyday.
tired of bluffing myself that today's a good day everytime i get out of bed.
tired of wearing a smiley faced mask to school everyday.
tired of consoling myself that i'm welcomed around and everybody likes me.
tired of forcing myself doing things just to please every single ones around me.
tired of being happy for others' happiness
tired of bla bla bla, EVERYTHING!
i'm so so so tired of life. coz i'm a FAILURE in EVERYTHING!
i don't deserve being a human, and even if i do, i'll never want to!
i'd rather be an animal. any kind will do.
at least life could be so much more easier without any worries and thoughs.
like.. to whom should i express??
somebody.. anybody??
i need a councillor.
worse comes to worst, i might even need a psychologist.