reading Bleach MANGA version recently.
why??
coz i heard that the Manga versions are
in more details than the Anime version.
eg.
1. Soi Fong actually reveales her Bankai.
2. Uryuu losses a hand as a result of battling with Ulquiorra.
3. Ulquiorra's true form is realeased.

and many many more.
hahax.
i started all over again from chapter 1.
just incase i miss any details.
and yea? it brought back many memories on how
Ichigo first met Rukia and thought she was some
sort of burglar or tooth ferry xD~~
lolx.
hope i dont get bored reading it ^^

yea, right?
i've to admit that i'm quite disappointed
for letting a 'D' appear in my slit.
duh.. now i hate you even more, chinese.

I HATE YOU. HATE YOU. HATE YOU.
FRIGGIN HATE YOU. HATE YOU.
HELL YEA, HATE YOU. HATE YOU.
I HATE CHINESE!!!

6As and a B is so perfect for me.
yet you come ruining my life?
okay. now that i've decide.
since you're making my life miserable.
then i'll make yours as well.
i'll master you.
yea, right. NO JOKE!!!
i can swear.
i'll master you.
someday.
and i'll succeed it.
darn you chinese better watch out.
hmph~

tml's my D day,
and i'm ready ^_^''
lalala~z lololo~z
hmm.. come to think of it..
i'm kindda nervous.
what if my results turn out bad??
duh..
don't scare yourself larh..
i know i did well and i'm gonna
get good results, not flying colours larh (of coz)
so.. what's the stupid thought for??
neahs*~~
lalala~ lololo~
there's still at least 20 hours to collect my results anyway
why bother??
LoLx
go enjoy myself watching the newly released
bleach episode 251 first larh~
no worries * ^_^''

since you're so eager to find out.
then go find out yourself lar.
why come asking me??
it's not like i'm being selfish for not telling you.
it's that you're making me look more like a traitor.
even if i am,
i'll surely have a proper reason for betraying.
so..
get a life larh..
go be a stalker if you're so keen to
know more about her.
don't drag me into your dirty plans and whatever.
anyway, i barely know you, ok??
remember your status.
you're nothing more than a stranger to me.

duh..
boy nowadays arhs..
damn small gas.
can't even stand up for a little insult.
like WTH!
whatever happened to 'ladies first'??
SMALL GAS! GAY! GIRLISH! SISSY! NO USE!

learning to make up recently.


gives the large eyes effect.
hows that?? lolx
hmm..
makes no difference to me, actually.
my eyes are still small. o.O''
hahax.

hmm.. by the way.
i've seldom go online on my msn edi.
duh.. why??
coz it stinks!
and most important of all,
it doesn't have any pop ups.
( X ade orang cari aku larh.. simple )

so..
why spend time double clicking on the icon?
why spend time waiting for the program to load?
why spend time hitting the 'sign in' button?
why spend time waiting for it to sign in?
and most important of all.
WHY, waste my line when i can save it to do other more important stuff?
lolx. RIDICULOUS!

anyway..
if someone, anyone really needs me in urgent.
they'll be hitting the seven digits searching for me.
like.. they're not stupid enough to sit
in front of the com searching for me.
yea, larhs.
that doesn't mean i abandon my email larhs.
im still using facebook and sdo and blogs ( obviously )
not daily. not weekly. at least monthly. =)

wtf.. this is like... CRAZY!!!
so impossible la.
only one episode will be release every week??
how could they?!
it's like so impossible to come to a conclusion for Bleach anime. ><''
hey. but. come to think of it.
since only per episode released per week,
and there's already 247 episodes.
so. that simply means that they started off years ago.
like.. WOW!!?
hmm.. now i remember.
the time i started to watch Bleach was like two years ago,
back then. i somehow got bored of one of the
seasons ( season 4 or 5 ) which plot contains many
flash back and histories on certain characters
which i though was kindda waste of time,
and so quited.
LOLX.
obviously, im back to watching it
and im almost crazy over it..
nah~~ not ALMOST, im ALREADY crazy over it!!!
BWAHAHAHA~~!
OWH, YEAHS*

but then.. too bad..
i've already watched up till episode 247.
all i can do now's wait.
WAIT. WAIT. WAIT.
wait for every Wednesday to come.
wait for every Wednesday to come so that i can get to
watch the following episode.

EVERY WEDNESDAY~~~
how could they torture people like that??
how could they?? T^T

i wanna know why Byakuya betrayed the 13 Protection Squads.
i wanna know what will happen to Sode no Shirayuki.
i wanna watch more Hitsugaya and Hyorinmaru physical form in act.
i wanna watch Ikkaku's Lucky Dance again.
aha!! and all the people back in Las Noches, Hueco Mundo.
i miss Nel!
all the arrancars, espadas..
owh..
and most important of all..
ULQUIORRA CIFER!!!
me favourite among the espadas ^_^


lolx.
but hor..
Hitsugaya's still my number one favourite character though
Ulquiorra's cool-er than him =P
lalala~~
he's the coolest of them all~~
hmm.. hope Ichigo doesn't kill him ><''

get more than 3A's and i can get whatever i want??
LOLX!!
u've got to be kidding --''
hmm..
since you said so.
i deal is a deal.
better not regret =)
lalala~
bet'cha dont think that i can score more than 3As
hmph!!!

like.. wtf do you mean??
you said you skipped some episodes coz you've
know that something like that is gonna happen??
DUH!!
i dont care. i just wanna watch.
BLEACH! BLEACH! BLEACH!
BWAHAHAA~~ ><'' friggin mad jor.
i wanna watch more.
i wanna finish all 500+ episodes.
uhmm.. come to think of it.
is it really 500+ episodes only?
so less. ><'' how could they??


SHIRO-CHAN. SHIRO-CHAN. SHIRO-CHAN!



















i'm gonna miss you
T_T''~~~

SEK BAO DAK HAN, MOU YEH ZOU XD~~

NOOB! KISAMA!
can you please don't act as if you know me well??
yea.. i may love sdo,
but that doesn't mean i have to spend my whole 24 hours
infront of the com playing it.
'eh.. so free? never play sdo??'
duh.. since you're so confidence in what im doing,
then why ask??
NOOB ASS!
you ppl are simply pathetic noobs!
NOOB! NOOB! NOOB!
friggin hate you now.
just because im one step ahead of you,
doesn't mean im a pro.
and when did the fkin hell have i ever admit that i am a pro infront of you?
siao eh.. KISAMA BAKA AHOU NOOB!
yea, right? im cursing you.
is that obvious enough?
lemme see you're face again and you'll surely get your ass kicked.

todays.
i went to school xD
like finally?? lolx
FYI, i've skipped school for more than a week.
for some ppl, they'll think like..
'owh. how nice. you get to skip skul and stay at home all day.'
but to me??
'Neah~z'
like what i said in the post before the previous one.
IM BORED AND ROTTING AWAY AT HOME!

yea. bored till soh jor.
i show no intrest in most of my intrest
such as? facebook, sdo-ing, sms-ing, tv-ing, sleeping, slacking, eating
and bla bla bla many more~z
on the other hand??
i woke up early everymorning and willingly helped my mom with the house chores.
see?? really.. truely.. SIAO~!

but then, now..
thank God i have a bro who's a gameboy maniac
which intro-ed Kingdom Hearts to me.
yea. heard of this game, and it's kindda outdated.
but? who cares?
janji syok la.. xD~~
although i don't really know how this game works.
all i know is that i have to slam on the keys and activate the bla bla bla cards
and this so-called 'Sora' character will go
'HERE! THERE! GOOFY! DONALD!?...' bla bla bla
and guess wat??
i even activated the cheat code for infinite cp and have all cards..
how bad of me. i did something illegal

lolx. kinda addicted. but not for long, i believe.
coz it ain't online game marhs. =P


back at skul..
the seminar was kindda cool.. kindda lame.. zzz
no comments actually.
the first and second talk was OK, but the final talk was like.. duh!
maybe the lecturer is a beginner. o.O''
not to be blamed.
then later there's this malay girls from dono which skul (same badge, i guess)
which wated to get to know us..
since we're all under the same region,
just kenal kenal la.
so i dropped my something which they can contact us lo.
lolx. how naive xD~~

here's what i did after the seminar

lame..
we got teased by some kid-o from other skul for doing this.
though it sounded more like a compliment,
i consider it as a TEASE xD~~
weird-o

eh.. c'mon la...
ownself's pic dun wan to post, go posting others around.
duh.. snapping one's pic without one's permission is already illegal,
plus uploading them makes ur offence heavier.
don't you think that uploading pics which has nothing to do with you
are officially dumb-os which they themselves have no self confidence
by uploading their owns and so uses others pics??
LoLx. how immature! xD
shame on you, gurl.
and so... watch out!
someday, you'll get sue-ed for abusing xD~~
lalala..
this is a big world, girl.
don't just get stuck in your own small town and think everyone
has to forfeit every single of your needs,
you little dreamy princess-o
SHAME ON YOU =P

like PMR's over.. so what??
i'm bored and rotting away at home..
huhuzz ><''
can anyone tell me what I should do to
improve my brain other than study??
i don't wanna start form4 syllabus so soon.
it's so friggin tough and... duh!
you understand every single word in the sentence,
but u don't understand the sentence when the word comes together.
lolx. ridiculous? yea!
here's an example for biology i've gone through recently.

Mitochondria


-mitochondria are the sites of cellular respiration.
-this process releases energy through the oxidation of food substance such as glucose
-energy is generated or released in the form of ATP (adenasine triphosphate)
which can be readily used by cells. ==''

like what is cellular respiration and what the hell is this ATP blablabla thingy??
huhuh.. this is only the beginning and there's already so
much i don't understand.. ><''
how am i going to survive next year??
God.. you gotta bless me T^T

i don't care

this is wat i found when i was cleaning up my old stuff yesterday.







it USED to be something meaningful but its now a trash
filled with all your lies









and now..
i trashed them..









and the remaining pages??
don't waste. use as rough papers xD



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[CL]
Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That’s the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone’s always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call “friends”
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

after PMRs

hell, yeah!
the PMR's are finnaly over.
may i celebrate my long-term freedom today onwards

here's a list i'll do


back to 'K-ing' my online games





back to being perasan xD






continue reading them






study up before hand






put on weight






play with my sis's stuff






edit photos





and many many morez
muahaha~~
so many stuff to do xD

i bought a new home for lil'Cracko.
and it goes like this
>>> xD ~~




cute??
it costs me RM 57. cheap, really o.O''
hope it doesn't make any more noise at night xD~

so far, wat most dissapointing's english paper 1..
2 mistakes.
1 for grammer, another for idioms. T.T
huhu.. hope nothing goes wrong in paper 2,
else cant get A for english and i'll be knocking my head against the wall.
wat satisfied me is geography.
got 54 over 60.
1st time in my life.
syok xD~~
although some careless mistakes were done.

hmm.. i broke my will.
pmr's not over, and im sitting in front of the com. blogging o.O''
lolx. gotta continue studying edi.
next week's sej ><''
duh.. my brain cells are gonna be majorly damaged by this subject
huhu.. drop dead

let me call back to all special things this week.
this week...
hmm...
i had a hair cut.
and it turned out like this
>>>




shocked? me too..
i look like any typical mushroom headed ahmoi by the road side.
huhu..
i wan my previous hair style back T^T

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and for today,
i've got a ball for my hammie, lil' cracko the second.







with this ball thingy,
she can run freely outside her cage without me worrying.
the ball thingy is like.. huge!
so she cant escape without me noticing xD~~
and its slightly better than an old spinning wheel in the cage.
cute ,ehys?

GIVES YOU HELL !

since you've learn the truth,
now here's a song for you.
i'd like to sing along too xD

Lyrics | All American Rejects lyrics - Gives You Hell lyrics



I wake up every evening, with a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

And your still probably working at a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell

Now wheres you picket fence love
And wheres that shiny car,
And did it ever get you far

You've never seem so tense love
I've never seen you fall so hard,
Do you know where you are

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where'd it all go wrong, the list goes on and on

And truth be told I miss you
And truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool, your just as well, hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
Hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song and sing along oh you'll never tell
Then you're the fool, I'm just as well
Hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it will treat you well

this is my blog, my life thingies..
i have my rights to pose wathever i want, wathever i wish, wathever i like.
and its ain't for you to compliment or bla bla bla me.
its just me.
yea.
just me.. my life.
its sort of like a diary now.
a journal..
which owner can write wathever they wish.
if you come around and hate my post-es,
then dont view my blog.
like nobody is forcing you to.
i write coz syok sendiri. this one of the way i entertain myself.


for who ever who thinks im mentioning bout you,
dont be so perasan.
i dint mention your name or anything about you.
if you think i am?
PROVE IT !!

todays.
went shopping with sis in lucky grass.
and guess wat did i bought??

this.
and it cost me RM24++
lolx. wat cost it so much is that heart thingy hanging there
cute, ehy?
xD

duh.. they claim this as open Beta??
like it gives me hell!
why do they have to seperate season 2 with summer passion??
why can't they just close down season 2 and link everything
to summer passion like wat they did to the previous one??
why? T^T
are they going to close down season 2 and corrupt every single
thingy in my account?
duh.. this better not happen
i've loose o2jam's before and i don't wanna loose sdo as well
huhuhu..
lil'cracko~
don't you know how much effort i spent on you?
>''<

she only gets close to ppl who are better than her,
and ignore the ones who are weak.
she likes flirting with everyone (no matter whoever or wathever) like no tml as if it's her daily routine,
which drives the boys friggin mad and make them fall for her,
which is the bloody most biggest mistake they's ever done.
she craps like trash and stabs her friends' back
and didn't know that they were doing the hell same thing back to her.
she uses her so called 'friends' to get wathever hell she needs
to forfield everything and didn't know that they're talking bad about her
at her back like no tml.
she'll make you happy at the very beginning and suffer at the very end.
she'll make you feel like you're in heaven and burn in hell at last.
she'll start sharing things with you first and taking every single bits from you at last.
LoLz.
she's the one with the _ _N _ 's surname.
xD~

yesterday, someone text mssg me with some tips on chinese exams
erm.. forward mssg.. actually.
and guess wat?? they even gave us all four essay's title.
plus, some objective tips on 'mingju',
but didn't say wat the questions are (like of coz =='')
they just emphasize us to memorise the author and the
dynasty for each of the 'mingju-s'. zzz

LoLx.. yea, right?
this is just too good to be true!
even if it is, I wont be studying this so called 'chinese' sub. either.
and i don't mind failing this subject.
lalala~
like i eagerly anticipated the day that i don't have to study chinese
(in my dreams =='')

Being a failure makes life miserable.
When you realise that there's no aim in life and
wathever you do is just to please every single ones around you,
Life is, like... meaningless

Like I think i'm happy? Yeah..
Not until I found out that im tired of being tired.
huh..
im tired! Tired of everything!
tired of doing the same thing everyday.
tired of bluffing myself that today's a good day everytime i get out of bed.
tired of wearing a smiley faced mask to school everyday.
tired of consoling myself that i'm welcomed around and everybody likes me.
tired of forcing myself doing things just to please every single ones around me.
tired of being happy for others' happiness
tired of bla bla bla, EVERYTHING!
i'm so so so tired of life. coz i'm a FAILURE in EVERYTHING!
i don't deserve being a human, and even if i do, i'll never want to!
i'd rather be an animal. any kind will do.
at least life could be so much more easier without any worries and thoughs.
like.. to whom should i express??
somebody.. anybody??
i need a councillor.
worse comes to worst, i might even need a psychologist.

wadda.. wat face now??
Friggin beh syok u edi.
I know your english standard very high la..
Come compare yourself with us for what?
Duh! Everytime say us cha nia.
Yea! We are! So what?
Like what do you expect, dude?
we're 3i nia. Our english standard are limited. ok??
>''<
Say us write essay for the sake of writing.
What about you??
Mark our essays for the sake of marking la.
Simply give marks, and saying how worse our english standards are.
Yea! I admit. i'm worse in essay writtings.
But i didn't make any grammer mistakes, ok??
Why are you still giving out marks which are so dissapointing??
Can't you at least gimme a little more marks?
duh ><''
noob!

R.I.P. Cracko Zai T^T

STRAIGHT TO THE POINT!!!













may you rest in peace now T^T

being happy or unhappy is our own decision,
being unhappy over certain things like these
are called not worth it..
i'll learn to be everhappy,
instead of wearing a smile-faced mask to skul
jiayous*
o.O''

pro. pro. pro.
pro you ppl head la, pro ==''
noob ones also let u ppl say pro.. zzz
duh.. dont you noe how big influence u'll bring to
the person which u so call 'pro'??
pro in wat??
noob la.. gimme more presure nia
huiyo ><''

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The trials results are like.. hmm..
boleh tahan lerh.. but still not yet reach my target ><''
straight to the point.

BI paper 1, dissapointing.
'' paper 2, teacher 'simply come' geh @@
BM paper 1, speechless
'' paper 2, OMFG! Pengajaran write till nilai. got 3 marks for bahasa nia T^T
(how the friggin hell careless am i)
BC NO COMMENT!
MATHS , hmm.. strong B nia. no A T^T''
SEJ , grade C as usual.
(like i swear i'll get a B during the trials. else go selfdistruck!!)
KHB , enjoy answering the questions. strong B =)
SC , also syok. strong B, but my target was A ><''
GEO , commen sense + tembak till syok.
strong B too xD

LoLx. huiyo
wat a mess @@
get all Bs for PMR la.. Look more neat and tidy xD
8B~8B~8B~
lalala~ ^^''

studying sej recently.
the only sub which gave me a migrane and majorly damaged my brain cells
@@''
drop dead, dude.
why do we have to torture ourselves studying things which
are already history??
history then history la.
study rubbish nia.
wathever happen in the pass, so wat?
not going to effect the future also ==''

I Wanna... @_@''

I wanna be slim and fit
I wanna grow taller
I wanna gain weight
I wanna chubby face
I wanna fair complexion
I wanna everhappy me
I wanna self confident ---me
I wanna healthy --- me
I wanna gentle + tender --- me
I wanna hardy +rigid + sturdy --- me
I wanna ....

zzz. so much more to go.
These are the few main ones.. lasy to list out the others.

1,2,3,4

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

i just dont get it.
how come some ppl can be so perasan??
ur life thingy ur problem la..
wanna show off ur problem la..
ppl respect you in the polite way by ignoring you
but yet u want them to nore u. zzz
this is call show off, you big-o show off
neah~~ =P
go show off someone ur ownsize and stop messing up my
life, hypocrite bitch!
dont make me let the whole world noe wat u've done to me.
dun wan face!

yesterday, went to KL to visit 'him'.
as usual, 'he' told me to study hard and don't get
distracted easily.
coz what most important now is to study, and its my duty to.
My efforts still ain't enough, + this year 'fan tai sui',
so i'll be unlucky and having difficulties in my studies
throughout the year ==''
thus, i was told to 2 times my effort in studies and
be very careful this coming month. which is oktober month. swt --'
lolx. and guess what?
'he' even told me not to compete with others,
which i noe just the one 'he' is mentioning about.. xD
FYI, i have been competing my marks with someone the whole time this year.
(for those who never noe, never noes xD)
zzz
Losing to her during the second term's monthly test made my blood boil
and that's when i swore i'll take revenge during the trials.
else i can go selfdistruck edi.. lolx
how cute of me xD ~~
and i obviously beat her upside down during the trials
bleks =P
better luck next time, bitch!

suki, tomodachii <3

thank God for giving me such great friends who are
willing to help me
thanks, guys.. muacks~ ^^
i should have known earlier
gimme chances to appreciate u all.
a chance will do =P
i'll be sure to not let y'all down.

weird-o

Yay! It's finally over
Lemme celebrate my TEMPORARY freedom xD
The trials are like.. erm.. fun! LoLx
the more questions i answer, the more syok i get @@
even though i knew that many mistakes were done, swt!
Like why the hell did i get this weird feeling??
==''
maybe its because i've studied and prepared (not fully) for the exam
weird-o.. zzz
fyi, i have not been studying for the past two years, right after my UPSRs...
Imagine o.O''
the feeling of being nervous before exams were no where to be found either.
''they'' simply just reappear out of no where, and made me really nervous during the trials.
especially English paper 1 & 2 and KHB..
for no reason.. ><''
is this a good sign or a bad one??

HOUKI BOSHI~COMET ^^

this is wat cheers me up..
thanks, Younha =D

Lyrics | Younha lyrics - Houki Boshi lyrics

~HOUKI BOSHI~

Yozora wo miage hitori houkiboshi ho mita no
Isshyun de hajikete wa kiete shimatta kedo
Anata no koto omou to mune ga itaku naru no
Ima sugu aitai yo dakedo sora wa tobenai kara
Moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Sora kakenuke tonda iku
Donna ashi-ta ga kite mo kono omoi wa tsuyoi
Dakara houkiboshi zutto kowarenai yo
Ama ga futte iyada to boyaiteita toki ni
Anata ga ii itta koto ima demo oboeteru
Ama no ato no yozora ha kirei ni hoshi ga deru
Sore wo kangaeru to ame mo suki ni nareru yone to
Moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Afureru hikari furasu yo itsumo
Kanashii toki yozora miru anata ga
Egao ni naru youni motto kagayakitai
Anata ha itsumo hitori nanika to tatakatteru
Soba ni iru koto shika atashi ni ha dekinai kedo
Moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Sora kakenuke tonde iku kitto
Kanarazu todoku kono isshun no hikari de
Anata no ima terashi sora wo megurou
Atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Kitto soba ni ite ageru donna toki mo

~COMET~
Looking up to the night sky alone, I saw a comet
In an instant it burst open, and disappeared
When I think of you, my heart aches
I want to see you right now
But I can't fly
If I could turn into a comet
I would run through the sky and fly
No matter what tomorrow is like, these feelings are strong
So this comet will never break open
When I grumble about hating it when it rains
I even now remember what you would say
Stars will come out beautifully in the night sky, after the rain
When I think about that
I think that I can grow to love the rain too
If I could turn into a comet
I would she'd my overflowing light
Whenever I was sad, you would always look up to the night sky
And make it shine even more, so that I would smile
You're always alone, and fighting with something
But I can't be
At your side
If I could turn into a comet
I would run through the sky and fly
It will definitely reach you, in the light of this moment
Your moment shines, bringing the sky around
If I could turn into a comet
I would certainly be by your side, at any time

today.. lolx
where do i start??
today's first period is pjk..
so straight away wear pe shirt to skul like i promised
lingjia the day before..
and we were fustrated coz there's this 'dono wathever' teacher retire today..
so the whole skul has to gather in the hall for this 'dono wathever' retirement thingy..
like wat the friggin hell does this has to do with us??
bloody lah!
cannot do outdoor activities with my friends again.. zzz
so sad

after skul, i went to bread forest with siok teng and lingjia and another few acs guys
zzz
later on shirley and her friend come to join us too.. but were ignored, sry
lolx
her hp's so cute.. purple colour geh..
i want one too.. xD
her hp was also full with pictures of her friends, most of them were lengluis n lengzais..
see till pening kepala edi.. lolx
from timeto time sure got ppl sms to her geh @@
so cool

zzz.. if it's not because of the lame library to be closed today, we dont have to
be studying in bread forest like weird-o's.. hahax
from 12.30pm till 4.30pm..
lolx
4 hours, dude
imagine =P

kiraii.. hypocrite

today's a totally lame day.. why?
coz..
there's this lame librarian's interview thingy which took up my 3 precious hours.. zzz
and between these 3 precious hours happenned to be my 1st-aid group's turn to go for 'emergency'
zzz.. wadda.. not again
sry, samuel. i've 'put your aeroplane' again.. and sry to hengyik for running away at the last min. you were the only patah tulang mangsa left..
although i know that samuel would have borrowed other members from other groups. LOLx
sry, guys.
it's not the first time, dude..
you can blame me for being so worse in time-management.. ==''

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if it's not for wearing the lame uniform after being fired,
i wouldn't be at there for the interview,
wasting my time watching that hypocrite bitch flirting around again.. zzz

whoa! can't you bitch just stop flirting for just 5 min.??
i just don't understand,
wat the friggin hell is your true motive, bitch?!
dude! please..
someone help me get rid of the images burned onto my retina..
lolx ==''
duh.. stay out of my life, bitch!
don't wait till the day i get overheated and loose my temper..
i'll dare slap you in public, HYPOCRITE!

hey, hypocrite!

and if that's wat you wanted?
bring it on, BITCH!
duh, man.. duh!
why is my life filled with hypocrite bitches??
every single corner, every single angle.. o.O''
hmph!

hey, bitch!
seeing you now makes my blood boil instantly..
dont'ya noe?
how the friggin hell fake you are?
you love fake-ing n telling lies around.
that's what makes me friggin hell hate you.
may Enma take you a ride to jigoku someday =P

o.O''

if you love fake-ing n telling lies around,
then go ahead.. who cares?
you can syok sendiri there,
n make others syok sendiri talking about your bad attitudes
behind you. =P
neah~~
since you love doing so..

im not over it, bitch!
don't act as if you're the best n all boys' eyes are on you
and if you think you're pretty,
let me tell you somethin =P
your beautiness doesn't exist UNDER YOU SKINS!
boys who falls for you are like, friggin blind..
get it? BLIND!

my birthday is here,
no need to fear,
everybody cheers??
lolx

happy birthday to me ^^
and now? im fifteen
zzz

actuaaly, my birthday was on
the 29th of march
hoho

hmm..
the happiest thing during ur birthday
is people remembering it
especially ur friends ^^




thx to laogong n laopo xD

my first blog for 2009

reli bz this year xD
and this is my first blog for year 2009.. zzz
hmm.. im still me.. i guess @@
15 in another 20 days ^^
FYI, i grew another 1 centimeters tall,
and im 151 cm now xD gratz me ppl
i weight only 37.5kg now o.O''
why so light edi?? stress gua
huh.. ==''
everyday need to get up early for school...
and im still not use to it yet zzz