Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The Education System

The country's education system is like wth, obviously. Full of memorization. C'mon, please? What are you testing on us? Our memorizing skills? Or our understanding skills? It's like the more you memorize, the more you score. Once you lack the ability to memorize, then you'll get knocked out. What majority of the people around me are just regurgitating every single word studied. Like a machine =P. And score A in SPM. WTH? So unfair. I know. But what can be done? The education system is memang like that. But of cause, not all of them deadly memorizes for their SPM. There are those who really 'use-their-brain' to understand concepts and memorize the necessaries. Ahh, yea =D These are the ones who really, really , REALLY deserve scoring A. Okay, now here. I've been through a hell year ---> form 4. Studying like shit, deadly memorizing like shit, regurgitating like shit to get such satisfying results ( to me ) which are actually shit from the beginning till the end. Got a whole form's positon 46, huh? 46 my ass position 46?! I've wasted many time and sacrifised many luxuries just to get a shit 46 position in the whole form? Such 'kick-ass' joke? Enough with it. All i know now is, that's the only way to get good results UNDER THIS KIND OF EDUCATION SYSTEM. So, i quit =P Quit being such a robot. I wanna study happily this year ---> form 5. And, yea, i did it. Though my grades kindda sucks but 'boleh-cari-makan' lah. And its enough. Im satisfied =). No deadly memorizations. No wasting brain cells on unnecessary stuffs. As for my SPM? My target's 3As. Yea, 3. more than enough. Im gonna score A for my Maths, AddMaths and English. Score B for my Malay, History, Moral, Physics, Chemistry, Biology. Score D for my Chinese =)) No regrets.

Friday, September 16, 2011

ni yang aku mau ni ♥ inspired by my sis. but, too bad =(. whole country only 1 U provide to study this course. and the only way in is through form 6. awhhh~~ should i? =(

Thursday, September 15, 2011

I got a feeling. That my trials aren't good O__O Im gonna flunk like everything O__O Owh~ NO~ Cant enter January intake edi ><

Saturday, September 10, 2011

CANT WAIT !!!

Day 1, Me: im 17. Him: huh? 17 arh? why so small? Me: Hahaha!! In my mind: Shytt you ppl ~~ today, 又上山拜师傅去 <3 learned many seniors' tygo. Him: Lynn, don't need to feel sad. Me: Ok ok ! nods* nods* my head * Him: Yaya, imagine that you're in tadika and what you're learning now is standard 3 stuff. Me: O_O'' In my mind : Shytt you ppl ~~ like holy cow? how? =P everybody's like looking down on me. just beacause im small in sized doesn't mean i cant catch up, okay? and don't treat me like a kid =P hell~ cant wait for my grading. i wanna catch up !!! hmphh~ ! >''<