hmm.. i managed this far of high school without having special relationships with any guys.

gratz me ppl. hahax.

its not easy going through life with ppl around you all coupled up.

as if you’re the only one odd and the lone-left-out-ranger.

walk here satu pasang, walk there satu pasang.

any corner of the school also satu pasang. lolz?

i used to get myself involved with this sort of complicated relationships.

yea. COMPLICATED.

complicated in a way that i hated my close friend and wished she would burn in hell just because of a noobass guy who i think i could really trust and count on.

please forgive me for being naive once.

miss me whenever im not around, ehy?

love me forever, ehy?

yea. forever. forever your heads, forever.

the word FOREVER doesn’t really apply in reality.

don’t you know that nothing is permanent in this so called earth, planet?

geez~

thinking back what your so called ‘promises’ makes me laugh my ass out.

LMAO! xD~

craps.

and i bet you’re using the word forever on your new so called ‘girlfriend’.

anyway, i am really grateful for what you did.

because of your so called crap promises, and for what you did,

i learned that family means a lot more than any other relationships, friendship is what that will last till the very end no matter what happens.

maybe you’ll think that what im mentioning are just a load of crap which are more crap-per than your craps.

so what? go ahead and kick my ass if you want to.

anyway, i got friends and family who are always there to save my ass.

lolx. sry.

im a little carried away.

back to the high school relationship thingy.

having a partner right by your side may help you kick the loneliness ass and look fun.

but don’t you ever think that having a partner around you means having another worry to worry about and another trouble to trouble about around you?

doubling the worries, doubling the troubles.

fun, huh?

not at all.

im glad im the odd one out.

glad that im single, and glad to have friends and family who are really worth appreciating.

with fnf-s like these, who needs a partner like you xD

I SAY YEAH~YEAH~YEAH~

I SAY I WANT TO BE FREE IN MY LIFE~ xDD

-ignore the word ‘ass’ and sry for being vulgar in my post-