contacts~
my eyes are fake xD~

lalala~ its probably arriving this coming wednesday.
which is another three more days from today.
huhuz~ i can't wait.

SYOK SENDIRI

IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE
IM SO BUSY DOING NOTHING THAT I CANT DO ANYTHING ELSE

it's the same old problem again.
tot that if i stick to the same old lifestyle would be okay.
but i was obviously wrong.
yea. i hated myself for letting the same mistake repeat.
you ppl are meanies, snob and BAKA-AHOUS
i hate you ppl.
friggin hate.
all you know is just to stab other weaklings
on their fragile heart.
though they aren't obvious.
hate you ppl as much as i hate myself.
and all i could do was self-releasing-tension by....
though i know it's useless.but what could i do?
i don't wanna go to school with swollen eyes everyday.
duh. now that i know,
a stabbed heart will really leave a permanent scar.
may i rot away without anybody's notice. ='(

first three days of school life

4TH OF JANUARY
first day of school's nothing special.
assembly.. arrangements.. bla bla blas.
just stay at the school hall for the whole day.

back at home.
cracko's cage is wet ><''
duh.. why are you so naughty on the
first day of my school??
give me job to do nia.


5TH OF JANUARY
finally, i've got my own class.
4SB. how unexpected. GEEEZ~
nvm la. anyway 4SC is filled with pro-s.
i didn't felt like entering from the very beginning either.
plus, most of my close friends are in the same class with me.
though, i kindda hate school life now.
not just a new environment.
even the feelings are.
and i friggin hate it.

cracko's gone really cranky these few days.
she kept bitting her water bottle and make the whole cage wet.
bad hammie ><
give me job to do nia.
now that you've wreck your bottle,
i have to cut+feed you fresh apples everyday.
duh.. how could you??


6TH OF JANUARY
librarian's meeting.
pick out duty time.
since my 1st, 2nd and 3rd choice's impossible.
then random lo.
life is so unfair.
why do they have to force weaklings to do it the hard way?

part of self-release-tension.

i love you,Toushiro Hitsugaya =)

LOL LOL LOL.
the hate-ness cant be express in words.
I HATE THIS SCHOOL.
I HATE THIS CLASS.
I HATE THIS NEW ENVIRONMENT.
I HATE THIS NEW FEELING.
I HATE EVERYTHING.
bla bla bla.
i wonder how long can i hang on.

* will be expressing more by the end of the week *