studying sej recently.
the only sub which gave me a migrane and majorly damaged my brain cells
@@''
drop dead, dude.
why do we have to torture ourselves studying things which
are already history??
history then history la.
study rubbish nia.
wathever happen in the pass, so wat?
not going to effect the future also ==''

I Wanna... @_@''

I wanna be slim and fit
I wanna grow taller
I wanna gain weight
I wanna chubby face
I wanna fair complexion
I wanna everhappy me
I wanna self confident ---me
I wanna healthy --- me
I wanna gentle + tender --- me
I wanna hardy +rigid + sturdy --- me
I wanna ....

zzz. so much more to go.
These are the few main ones.. lasy to list out the others.

1,2,3,4

1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

i just dont get it.
how come some ppl can be so perasan??
ur life thingy ur problem la..
wanna show off ur problem la..
ppl respect you in the polite way by ignoring you
but yet u want them to nore u. zzz
this is call show off, you big-o show off
neah~~ =P
go show off someone ur ownsize and stop messing up my
life, hypocrite bitch!
dont make me let the whole world noe wat u've done to me.
dun wan face!

yesterday, went to KL to visit 'him'.
as usual, 'he' told me to study hard and don't get
distracted easily.
coz what most important now is to study, and its my duty to.
My efforts still ain't enough, + this year 'fan tai sui',
so i'll be unlucky and having difficulties in my studies
throughout the year ==''
thus, i was told to 2 times my effort in studies and
be very careful this coming month. which is oktober month. swt --'
lolx. and guess what?
'he' even told me not to compete with others,
which i noe just the one 'he' is mentioning about.. xD
FYI, i have been competing my marks with someone the whole time this year.
(for those who never noe, never noes xD)
zzz
Losing to her during the second term's monthly test made my blood boil
and that's when i swore i'll take revenge during the trials.
else i can go selfdistruck edi.. lolx
how cute of me xD ~~
and i obviously beat her upside down during the trials
bleks =P
better luck next time, bitch!

suki, tomodachii <3

thank God for giving me such great friends who are
willing to help me
thanks, guys.. muacks~ ^^
i should have known earlier
gimme chances to appreciate u all.
a chance will do =P
i'll be sure to not let y'all down.

weird-o

Yay! It's finally over
Lemme celebrate my TEMPORARY freedom xD
The trials are like.. erm.. fun! LoLx
the more questions i answer, the more syok i get @@
even though i knew that many mistakes were done, swt!
Like why the hell did i get this weird feeling??
==''
maybe its because i've studied and prepared (not fully) for the exam
weird-o.. zzz
fyi, i have not been studying for the past two years, right after my UPSRs...
Imagine o.O''
the feeling of being nervous before exams were no where to be found either.
''they'' simply just reappear out of no where, and made me really nervous during the trials.
especially English paper 1 & 2 and KHB..
for no reason.. ><''
is this a good sign or a bad one??

HOUKI BOSHI~COMET ^^

this is wat cheers me up..
thanks, Younha =D

Lyrics | Younha lyrics - Houki Boshi lyrics

~HOUKI BOSHI~

Yozora wo miage hitori houkiboshi ho mita no
Isshyun de hajikete wa kiete shimatta kedo
Anata no koto omou to mune ga itaku naru no
Ima sugu aitai yo dakedo sora wa tobenai kara
Moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Sora kakenuke tonda iku
Donna ashi-ta ga kite mo kono omoi wa tsuyoi
Dakara houkiboshi zutto kowarenai yo
Ama ga futte iyada to boyaiteita toki ni
Anata ga ii itta koto ima demo oboeteru
Ama no ato no yozora ha kirei ni hoshi ga deru
Sore wo kangaeru to ame mo suki ni nareru yone to
Moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Afureru hikari furasu yo itsumo
Kanashii toki yozora miru anata ga
Egao ni naru youni motto kagayakitai
Anata ha itsumo hitori nanika to tatakatteru
Soba ni iru koto shika atashi ni ha dekinai kedo
Moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Sora kakenuke tonde iku kitto
Kanarazu todoku kono isshun no hikari de
Anata no ima terashi sora wo megurou
Atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba
Kitto soba ni ite ageru donna toki mo

~COMET~
Looking up to the night sky alone, I saw a comet
In an instant it burst open, and disappeared
When I think of you, my heart aches
I want to see you right now
But I can't fly
If I could turn into a comet
I would run through the sky and fly
No matter what tomorrow is like, these feelings are strong
So this comet will never break open
When I grumble about hating it when it rains
I even now remember what you would say
Stars will come out beautifully in the night sky, after the rain
When I think about that
I think that I can grow to love the rain too
If I could turn into a comet
I would she'd my overflowing light
Whenever I was sad, you would always look up to the night sky
And make it shine even more, so that I would smile
You're always alone, and fighting with something
But I can't be
At your side
If I could turn into a comet
I would run through the sky and fly
It will definitely reach you, in the light of this moment
Your moment shines, bringing the sky around
If I could turn into a comet
I would certainly be by your side, at any time